Engagement Photos

white people have the worst state in photographers. and what is UP with these casual photo shoots? like i don’t understand why you would pay someone to take pictures of you wearing jeans and a t-shirt. So lame.

Also, these pictures are supposed to be forever. do some research before hiring your photographer willy-nilly. just because he has a DSLR does NOT mean he’s good photographer. ugh.

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Employers, please hire me?

Feeling of inadequacy slowly seep into every day that passes without a response from one of the seventy employers to whom I’ve sent my resume. ugh.

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I’ve been trying so hard to see the best in you that I’ve refused to see the truth….

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the despair in my heart is real.

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i wish you still loved me.

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I know exactly how that is. To love somebody who doesn’t deserve it. Because they are all you have. Because any attention is better than no attention. For exactly the same reason, it is sometimes satisfying to cut yourself and bleed. On those gray days where eight in the morning looks no different from noon and nothing has happened and nothing is going to happen and you are washing a glass in the sink and it breaks-accidentally-and punctures your skin. And then there is this shocking red, the brightest thing in the day, so vibrant it buzzes, this blood of yours. That is okay sometimes because at least you know you’re alive.
Augusten Burroughs (Running with Scissors)

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Some Boys

Some boys don’t know how to love
No, some boys don’t know how to love
No, some boys don’t know how to love
No, some boys don’t know how to love
They won’t get what they want

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While I’m wide awake he has no trouble sleeping
‘Cause when a heart breaks no it don’t break even… even… no

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
‘Cause he’s moved on while I’m still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don’t break even even… no

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Spring of 2L

I have all this love to give, and nowhere to target it. It’s such an uncomfortable and lonely feeling.

And it’s the first time in a long time that I haven’t had a “go-to” friend that’s with me in my daily routines. On one hand, it’s liberating, and I feel like an independent adult for once. On the other, I feel like I am bottling up all the thoughts, emotions, and queries that I constantly want to relieve myself of, but I have no one I can do that with.

Life is so much more complicated than they ever lead you to believe.

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See ya.

let’s see if you can win me back in three months.

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